My Personal Ferry
Listen, don't seek.

A reflection on how I learned to listen for the answer, instead of seeking for it.

As shameful as it is, I used to chase people for their love and validation. It took me multiple years of neglect, shame, and obsession to finally learn that love will find me, not the other way around. This was particularly shown after my partner of 3 years broke up with me due to how I treated them. As much as it hurt, it showed me a valuable lesson that I need to stop looking for the right person, as life will bring us together; not me.
My Obstacle

The current obstacle in my life.

At this moment in the journey of my life, my biggest obstacle is the fear of being alone. I live in constant fear of being abandoned by the people I love, and sometimes that irrational fear causes me to make rash decisions that I end up regretting sometimes only hours later.